Monday, December 17, 2007.

Thanks mom for making me open my eyes, I have been in the closet for so longgg.
Its true, why not look at the other 999 good thing that others have done for you rather than at the 1 thing the person had not intentionally done bad to you. I mean, the person may have forgotten, so why bear a grudge, sometimes forgiving is so much better than harbouring the thought of revenge, it just totally impedes your soul and makes you so lifeless just thinking about it, sucks big time. And dont lose that close friend you have, you'll live a life of regret, its always better to have a friend than an enemy. Like my mom, she had this friend named Ansi, and shes super nice, but because of her petty judgement one day, she cut off contact with my mom for 5 years, when they have been friends for 20 years. When they saw each other, they cried. I dont want to be like them, I dont want to have that emotion. I have to get myself together and always forgive.

I must stop thinking that Im always right.

I HAVE NO TIME LEFT.
Homewoek, work, tuition, Aunt Janet, Benjamin, outings, cleaning.
tick tock tick tock im ticking off the clock, damn.

5:12 AM
Fashion?

Thursday, December 13, 2007.

Crazy days...Aloha Ohana, Naruwan, Tuition and work...
AHHHHHHHHH okay talk about this some other time when I'm not so sleepy.
I have 2 consecutive days of tuition, shit.

Kaipahu up it it oh
Watch us crank that watch us roll
Watch us crank that Kaipahu that superman
Now watch us doooo(x4)

I'm not mad nor upset, just disappointed.

8:09 AM
Fashion?